why i smoke

sometimes family shit is dumb. period. sometimes i really have those moments of feeling like i make more sense than my elders. that may be self-serving to say, but it's still what my brain says. i understand i'm young and don't have as much experience with life and drama and blah blah blah. however, my age is not a direct determination of my critical thinking skills. i may not have been alive to witness as many behaviors and attitudes, but some things are common sense. i can't even put into words the exact thoughts coursing through my over-worked brain right now.