arghhhh

i need someone that is willing to be a true buddy. i've been trying to focus on weight loss, as well as toning what i've already got. i'll do really well, and start to see results and then i will sabotage everything in ONE week end. one! how is that even possible?

it doesn't help that i live with someone who really just doesn't care. he doesn't have any desire to modify his eating habits, thereby affecting me. i know he's being thoughtful when he picks me up something at the store, but that thoughtful zinger will only push me further into the throes of dietary despair.

i need someone who would be around, starting friday at about 6:00, to smack me on the nose with a newspaper any time i pick up something i shouldn't. like that 5th plate of chinease buffet food.